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| im going back to buff in two weeks. im excited and im scared. all the new things waiting for me and all the old things that i will be leaving behind. this summer has been good. i made some money but thats it. nothing else. i did see diana and cleo a lot. im happy about that. i miss them so much. i really like them =). i got to see some other ppl too. not too many since everyone works now. we're all so old now. working and earning money its crazy. i went out to eat with the guys a couple of times it was good. but its time to go back to buff.
summer is almost over and life is going to start again. i miss it. yet im so happy right now at home. but i would be happy at buff too. i dont know.
i dont understand how things can be so simple and logical to some ppl. im going to try tho, life has less problems that way. actually this summer has been very problem free. its really relaxing, but boring =)
anyway i need to sleep, and i want a hug so hug me =) or my xanga what ever you want =P | | |
| i have a final tomorrow and i feel so screwed for it. what do i do??
i think im going to sleep.... =(
its too late now to try to cram
i really should have started a little earlier.
tomorrow i get to play ultimate yay!!
oh side note... i like mini-cheesecake it doesnt feel as evil ;)
i got fireworks from winning a game of chess... muahaha who knew i could beat someone at chess =)
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| sitting in a room that doesnt belong to me, in a chair that i dont belong in. so why am i here? i have no idea
why am i here?
i thought after 3 years i could let it go, that i would be over it but
im so afraid of it happening again that all the feelings came rushing
back with the bad memories.
college is crazy
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| on another note, ultimate is over for now, im unhappy with how i played during sectionals but it was fun overall.
my stupid team has problems, i hate all the drama they bring upon themselves. | | |
| in the library trying to work, stalling because its boring to read for an hour with a break.
the last couple of days has been nice. weds i went to see a show at CFA and thurs i saw a movie, friday i saw some guy tap dance, and yesterday i saw the buffalo chips sing. i really should be studying instead of going out.
this week is going to kill me, tues,wed, and thurs i have a test. i really want to study but my mind is wandering.
i dont know if i want to go home or not. the school year is almost over and i just wish i had a little more time to think about what i want.
school just stop being lonely for me, im no longer homesick. i think that went away a while ago but now i lead a different life in college, going home is to face another life i left months ago. i feel so different and so pathless | | |
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